Cry

When there is nothing but negativity in your mind at night the only thing you can do is cry, cry yourself to sleep. Forget counting sheep. Jus let every tear from every bad thought in your head jus fall, not a graceful fall but crash hard on your pillow. When your heart is beating so fast you can't catch the beat when you are so stressed u feel it in your feet when the pain is unbearable jus the thought makes u cringe forget that stupid lullaby and do yourself a favor and cry. Just cry till there's nothing left, no more sorrow or guilt cry because your out of years cry because you've seen through the years. All I'm asking is for my sleep back, not a dream just simply the ability to close my eyes and just breathe.