Things Will Blow Up

Doing things that are risky and doing things that you assume are okay may eventually become tragic. I've seen it happen. I've witnessed it more. More importantly I was a victim. I know the damage it can do to a person. I experienced the brutal mental destruction that serious slip-ups can cause. I understand that not everyone was designed to be perfect and that everyone has flaws. Having sex with several people, losing good friends, disappointing parents, and more importantly degrading yourself can effect you negatively. In my case, I went through a serious stage of depression. During this stage I refused to go out, I ate less, I couldn't sleep because I was afraid reality would haunt me in the one place that I thought i was safe. I went through this period where i barely recognized myself. People tried to reach out but I had to find the will in myself to fight through it. And I had to learn that life does go on. Since my juvenile stage I have made wiser, mature, and less risky decisions in the way that I live.