I still remember the first day I met you. What you had on and what you said to me. AT a job i thought was pure waste of time I found something to occupy my time and truly capture my attention/ The way you introduced yourself. It sent me back to the "alphabet carpet" in kindergarten when we were surprised to find other people just like us. I cannot decide if it was your smile or the tone of your voice that drew me in. But boy I swear, if i were a fish and you were the fisherman, you'd have me hooked right away. Things eventually took a huge jump from the friendship zone into something more. At the time I thought we were ready, but I wish I thought about my strategy again. Feelings and emotions were tossed in and a bond formed that was stronger than some silly friendship. I got hitched fast and thank God it was for a good reason.
Since I left to better myself for society, I never ever forgot what we had. A simple text or phone call does not compare to the way that I miss you. I miss the way we looked at each other. How our eyes never left each other. I miss the laughter that we shared when humor was present. I miss the sweet kisses and hugs that we shared. I miss the way he was always possessively watching me whenever his friends were around. He always made sure they didn't get to close. And of course I would return the favor. When I departed for my future, I could see the remorse in your eyes saying that you wanted me to stay but you wanted me to be happy. However I hope I am not too late when I say this, I want to be his wife. I want what we used to have and more. Honestly out of all the fellas I kicked it with he was the only real one.
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