Friends (Need them or want them)

I've always been an independent person. I never really needed to be around people, however, I am human and I never mind being around people that are not negative. i hang out more with guys because they are less dramatic and are more entertaining in some ways. I have females that I consider friends but due to dramtic circumstances id rather limit my choices. Girls have a way of getting under one's skin and So, friends are an accessory not a necessity

Best of Me

I swear boys are my weakness. i cannot be in a place for a long time without seeing some one of the opposite sex. I love the sweat, the ambition, the determination, and hidden truth behind their eyes. I love the abs, and tattoos. i love the athleticism, the intelligence and the will to make things better when they know they were wrong. I love it when they make the transition from being little boys to grown successful men. I love the chase they give us females when they know that we worship the ground that they walk on. I love the late night phone conversations that make their voices low but never dry. There are times when my cravings for men go a little too far. I sometimes turn my personal space into an elastic rubber band. just to see how long I can last before I snap.

Say My name

You just met me
Know absoutely nothing abut me
Yet the first thing you say is
Bae
Baby
Sweetie
Sweetheart
Sexy
Ma
or other names that do not relate to me in anyway shape or form. My name is Christen , a name my mother and father gave me at birth. None of those names begin with a "C" or have anything to do with me. I know that I am beautiful, and built in the right placesbut that does not mean that I except those terms. If you want my heart, Learn my name.

Maybe Its me

Maybe its the way that I am
Maybe its my voice
Maybe its my smile
Maybe its because they give an inch and I always give a mile
Maybe Im too caring
Or Caring for those who dont need it
Maybe I respect those who didnt earn it
I try and try to remind myself that the worst is yet to come and
Maybe I am too young
But I thought i was old enought to understand that love doesnt happen over night
That like a seed it takes time to grow and blossom over time
And Yes even roses wilt but with water and sun light it will stand strong
Even then how will i know where i belong
Who is the worthy one that deserves my love and trust.
Should I throw it all away and gain it from lust
My body is a temple is says in the Great Book
but so many people know, come take a look